（ selfishly, perhaps, she doesn't want to answer that question. the only reason she decides to, ultimately, is because she knows he's suffering for lack of a like bond, and not because he's simply asking out of curiosity. there's so much she could say, but she won't betray d's trust, either. ）
It's someone who's helped me since arriving here. Who's been kind, and steady, and I felt I could trust. We have similarly aligned interests as far as helping others and our feelings on humanity. We'd discussed the possibility briefly, due to a misunderstanding. They thought I was offering, when I was speaking in general hypotheticals, but once Naruto...
（ pragmatism, as sasuke had thought, was the thing that had driven her — but she thinks she might have chosen him anyway, given time. the disappearance of their friend had just forced her hand, that was all. ）
It's not overwhelming. Truthfully, I don't even find it to be all that obtrusive, though I suppose it could be with a more exuberant person. But it's still a new bond, so I might learn more in time.
[Kindness, steadiness, trust. Features desirable in anyone, but especially a person close enough to share such a bond — it's good that Sakura has found it. His curiosity is brief but sharp as he wonders who it could be; it isn't any of his business, in the end.
Doing the same for himself feels impossible. The only person who had shared that interior world of vulnerability had fought with bloody fists for years to reach it. And after everything, Naruto hadn't wanted him that way either.]
I see. That's good.
If you discover more about the connection with time, let me know. Any information is useful at this point with so little known.
（ she almost leaves it at that. but this conversation has stripped her defenses to the marrow, and she feels raw all over. he has to feel at least as badly as she does. more, maybe. this has required more vulnerability of him than of her. he's sick and hurting, so shouldn't she...?
she takes a deep breath, and puts her anguish aside. friends, she'd said, and meant it.
it's easy to think of it just as offering comfort. she's dedicated her life to providing succor to those in need, and she doesn't think she's ever met anyone who could use that tender touch more than sasuke. ）
It's okay, you know? If it's him.
You don't have to say anything. Just know I want you to be happy, whatever that looks like for you.
So... it's okay.
（ it's not. but it's an easy lie, and one she thinks she could mean in time, if her guess is right. ）
[It's a conclusion he dreaded Sakura might reach, then hoped it could be forgotten. Something else left unspoken. This is what he was taught, after all, by his own family before him. The hardest truths are better hidden, especially when they evoke that dangerous emotion. What causes them to risk losing all sense of reason — the very attachment he'd tried to eviscerate from himself only to fail.
He wants to say, You're wrong, but he thinks that now he would be lying. How is it okay? is almost his demand instead, fear drumming like a second heart, aware that happiness was never really an option.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
It's someone who's helped me since arriving here. Who's been kind, and steady, and I felt I could trust. We have similarly aligned interests as far as helping others and our feelings on humanity. We'd discussed the possibility briefly, due to a misunderstanding. They thought I was offering, when I was speaking in general hypotheticals, but once Naruto...
（ pragmatism, as sasuke had thought, was the thing that had driven her — but she thinks she might have chosen him anyway, given time. the disappearance of their friend had just forced her hand, that was all. ）
It's not overwhelming. Truthfully, I don't even find it to be all that obtrusive, though I suppose it could be with a more exuberant person. But it's still a new bond, so I might learn more in time.
no subject
Doing the same for himself feels impossible. The only person who had shared that interior world of vulnerability had fought with bloody fists for years to reach it. And after everything, Naruto hadn't wanted him that way either.]
I see. That's good.
If you discover more about the connection with time, let me know. Any information is useful at this point with so little known.
no subject
（ she almost leaves it at that. but this conversation has stripped her defenses to the marrow, and she feels raw all over. he has to feel at least as badly as she does. more, maybe. this has required more vulnerability of him than of her. he's sick and hurting, so shouldn't she...?
she takes a deep breath, and puts her anguish aside. friends, she'd said, and meant it.
it's easy to think of it just as offering comfort. she's dedicated her life to providing succor to those in need, and she doesn't think she's ever met anyone who could use that tender touch more than sasuke. ）
It's okay, you know? If it's him.
You don't have to say anything. Just know I want you to be happy, whatever that looks like for you.
So... it's okay.
（ it's not. but it's an easy lie, and one she thinks she could mean in time, if her guess is right. ）
no subject
He wants to say, You're wrong, but he thinks that now he would be lying. How is it okay? is almost his demand instead, fear drumming like a second heart, aware that happiness was never really an option.
Instead he says nothing.]