[It may not be the reaction he expects, but Cy has shown him there is no danger or shame in exhibiting emotion, so he slides his arm around Cy's shoulders and simply — holds him close until it eases. The sentiment spoken is met with a low hum, kissing the side of Cy's head. I love you too. He will, unquestionably, until the day he dies.]
I think of how that would have been me, if I had come here and learned about the practice of BDSM without the appropriate experience, without you to teach me. I would have behaved similarly. I would have thought rules were foolish, and sought only to hurt myself at someone else's expense.
[Because he's hated himself for a long time, and the punishment of such a dynamic would have appealed to him for all the wrong reasons.]
Perhaps that's why it affected me. And I imagined — how you would feel, if someone disregarded those boundaries. It would hurt you.
( that gets a sharply blown out breath, and then a lingering kiss is pressed to the side of his head, hand slipping upwards to hold him in place, to cradle him as completely as he can.
( he works his way back to sasuke's mouth, peppering soft kisses along the way until it terminates in a more lingering one against his lips. it only tastes a little like salt. )
Thank you for trusting me. And for showing me. I'm proud of how far you've come.
[That last kiss lingers, firmly pressed, sealed over until his senses are nothing but Cy — that lingering taste of salt, humid mingling breath, warmth of skin.
I love you. This he says in French, so quietly it's almost lost.]
We don't have to. But it'd be an easy way for you to get some exposure to things we haven't explored yet — think about it less like something to get horny over and more like... market research.
[But he'll answer that desire, manifesting the solid chakra of Susano'o in a skeletal left arm as he's done now with Cy a few times — and without much warning, once he's climbed to his feet, scoops Cy up in a bridal carry.]
Hold onto me.
[Because I guess we are now going vertically down the tree?? He grips close to the center of his body with easy strength.]
Have I told you lately that you're stupidly hot for like, a million different reasons but that this adds at least one more to the pile?
( honestly, a wild ride. tally ho, etc etc. he holds onto sasuke, but there's no sense of clinging, or any especial fear. even if he weren't immortal and all but immune to damage, sasuke wouldn't let him fall. )
God, I wanna rail you later. Hope you're feeling anally adventurous.
[Anally adventurous earns a deliberate eyeroll, despite the twitch of a smile on his mouth.]
Then I suppose I should carry you back to our room first.
[Cy's compliments toward his appearance just — influence him more strongly than anyone else's ever has.]
... I can take it. [Probably. It won't stop his overachieving spirit, or the fact that even after they've reached the ground, he continues to walk, holding Cy in his arms a bit possessively.] Let's go.
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I think of how that would have been me, if I had come here and learned about the practice of BDSM without the appropriate experience, without you to teach me. I would have behaved similarly. I would have thought rules were foolish, and sought only to hurt myself at someone else's expense.
[Because he's hated himself for a long time, and the punishment of such a dynamic would have appealed to him for all the wrong reasons.]
Perhaps that's why it affected me. And I imagined — how you would feel, if someone disregarded those boundaries. It would hurt you.
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then: )
Do you want me to try and talk to him?
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[As concerned as Sasuke feels, he also knows better than to intrude where help appears unwanted — despite his own busybody proclivities.]
It's all right. I just... wanted to tell you.
[Confiding in someone like this is new to him, but surprisingly easy with Cy.]
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( he works his way back to sasuke's mouth, peppering soft kisses along the way until it terminates in a more lingering one against his lips. it only tastes a little like salt. )
Thank you for trusting me. And for showing me. I'm proud of how far you've come.
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I love you. This he says in French, so quietly it's almost lost.]
... Were you really going to have us watch porn?
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We don't have to. But it'd be an easy way for you to get some exposure to things we haven't explored yet — think about it less like something to get horny over and more like... market research.
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[Fair warning.]
Where do we find it?
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( it's said teasingly. like he needs one, tbh??? )
There's a few stores that stock porn. There's also some in the library.
( he grins broadly, and wipes the last remaining evidence of tears from his eyes with one hand. then: )
C'mon. I wanna see this walking on trees with chakra nonsense. Carry me down?
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I don't need to walk on the tree when I can jump.
[But he'll answer that desire, manifesting the solid chakra of Susano'o in a skeletal left arm as he's done now with Cy a few times — and without much warning, once he's climbed to his feet, scoops Cy up in a bridal carry.]
Hold onto me.
[Because I guess we are now going vertically down the tree?? He grips close to the center of his body with easy strength.]
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( honestly, a wild ride. tally ho, etc etc. he holds onto sasuke, but there's no sense of clinging, or any especial fear. even if he weren't immortal and all but immune to damage, sasuke wouldn't let him fall. )
God, I wanna rail you later. Hope you're feeling anally adventurous.
( who lets him talk, round 82934938^098. )
Maybe we can try that new dildo, the big one.
/handwaves whatever filth happens after this
Then I suppose I should carry you back to our room first.
[Cy's compliments toward his appearance just — influence him more strongly than anyone else's ever has.]
... I can take it. [Probably. It won't stop his overachieving spirit, or the fact that even after they've reached the ground, he continues to walk, holding Cy in his arms a bit possessively.] Let's go.