[The warmth is a little dizzying after so much stimulation, but he nestles easily into it, shivering at the blunt tease of teeth on his neck, pressing his cheek to the spot on Cy's throat where the rhythm of his heart is strongest.]
If it means I can have that forever.
[Sorry no he will not stop speaking in these worryingly permanent ways.]
[No hesitation — the words slip into French, though, in his effort to continue practicing that language. It feels wholly natural to say. Then he tucks in, lulled to rest by the cradle of Cy's arms. At some point it had become so much harder to sleep without holding and being held by this man — and he does not want to consider a reality where he will ever have to become accustomed to its lack once again.]
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[The warmth is a little dizzying after so much stimulation, but he nestles easily into it, shivering at the blunt tease of teeth on his neck, pressing his cheek to the spot on Cy's throat where the rhythm of his heart is strongest.]
If it means I can have that forever.
[Sorry no he will not stop speaking in these worryingly permanent ways.]
no subject
Get some rest. I love you.
we are free
[No hesitation — the words slip into French, though, in his effort to continue practicing that language. It feels wholly natural to say. Then he tucks in, lulled to rest by the cradle of Cy's arms. At some point it had become so much harder to sleep without holding and being held by this man — and he does not want to consider a reality where he will ever have to become accustomed to its lack once again.]