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🍅 ([personal profile] chokuto) wrote2023-12-31 09:13 am

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𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 / 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎 / 𝐕𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐎 / 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 / 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖
𝟖♣ ( 𝑬𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝑳𝑼𝑩𝑺 )
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-11 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
the words are like a trigger that pushes him over the threshold into the practiced ease of domination. cy's never — willfully so — gotten any enjoyment out of being an asshole as a dominant. it cleaves too close, presses too much on the fractures that will live in him until he dies. the kindness is a choice, even when it accompanies pain.

his free hand rubs against the back of sasuke's fingers where they're curled against the bell, a counterpoint to the blow about to land. the warning that sasuke gets is the sudden envelopment of his hand in a bracing press before he lets his hand fall back to its resting place, and then —

when he strikes it's with the same exacting force he'd demonstrated on sasuke's hand only yesterday, neatly across his ass. the smack of his palm is loud in the hush of the room, and once the blow's landed he rubs the spot, soothing it with the warmth of his palm as he waits for sasuke to count off. if it takes him a few seconds before he can manage it, cy will slip his hand further up against his spine, cradling the nape of his neck briefly before returning to its comforting press against the reddened mark blooming against his skin.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-11 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
and so it goes.

the pattern established, the rules laid down, and cy falls into an easy rhythm. the blow lands, and sasuke counts, and in the space suspended between the two cy soothes him with a practiced hand. he's careful about where the blows land, spreading the impacts around so there's no overlap between any two immediate blows. the next one lands a little more to the right of his ass, the one that follows lower and to the left. three, four — he pauses on five, rubbing at the skin and lifting his right hand to stroke at sasuke's hair while the left stays against the place on his ass warmed and reddened by the blow.

before the boy can open his mouth to add to the count, cy interjects:


Let's check in. How're you doing? Walk me through it.

getting sasuke to turn his focus to his own feelings and the physical sensations meted out against him is an exercise in and of itself. forcing the boy to be present, to be an active participant in the acceptance of pain inflicted against his person. it will keep him from subspace as well, for now — that won't always be the goal, but he thinks that sasuke is already spectacularly primed to sink beneath the ocean of inflicted pain and that he'll fucking drown there without a firm hand to guide him through the storm of it.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-11 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you need to move or change positions?

it's asked with a gentle pet between the cheeks of the boy's ass, a slow circle against his hole, and a press inward that doesn't breach the muscle — he wouldn't do it dry anyway, but it's certainly the suggestion of penetration.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
the fucking sound that is caged by the clench of sasuke's teeth is — sure something else. it cuts through his awareness like a shot across the bow, and he has to breathe through the roar of lust it drags out of the pit of him.

God, those sounds are so hot, sweetheart. You've got me so fucking hard, taking punishment for me like this.

he wants to kiss him desperately in that moment, to breathe in the exhalation borne of that whimper — but since it's tricky to manage at this angle at the best of times, he only lifts his free hand to sasuke's mouth and if permitted will slide two fingers in against his tongue in a possessive, familiar slip of motion that's clearly meant to simulate a blowjob.

but he doesn't want to overwhelm him with any one particular sensation or other right yet either, which is why he works his mouth a moment and then spreads the cheeks of sasuke's ass with his thumb and index finger, spitting against the sensitive flutter of his hole. he works the spit in against him with the hook of his thumb and then pushes it inside him in one inexorable inward motion. the coaxing beckoning of his thumb once it's fully seated grazes at the edge of the prostate, and reaches down to press a kiss against his hair. it's a poor man's spitroast — a thumb and two fingers sliding in tantalizing concert into the slick wet heat of him at opposing ends, but he hopes it'll be an anchor through the building haze of discomfort and restraint that sasuke is weathering to endure the pain.


If you want to get off for me now, I'll stop the spanks at twenty and move right to the aftercare. If you want to hold out, at the end I'll slide my cock up your pretty reddened ass and paint your insides with my come first. Drop the bell if you want the first option. This is about your satisfaction, not mine — whatever you decide, make it for you. I'm just here to serve you, Sasuke. Help me do that.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
he laughs a little, soft, and this time the kiss is dropped against sasuke's shoulder.

Okay, I hear you loud and clear. Let me do this first, okay? I can feel how hard you are, how good you're doing against my thigh — just be patient.

he keeps his fingers in sasuke's mouth for now, the rhythm of his fingers sliding against his tongue is thoughtfully gentle rather than an intrusive plunge, and he does give his thumb a gentle tug from the seat of sasuke's hole.

given the slight change in plans, he wants to at least get the aftercare part started now — so one of those creams he'd set out earlier is reached for, the cap popped, and a generous helping of it squeezed out against the small of sasuke's back to use as a staging ground to rub into his skin. the arnica will help with the formation of bruising, and the cbd will act as pain relief — neither terribly invasive on their own. he's thorough about it, making sure that the lotion really has a chance to sink down into the skin, and when he's satisfied he grabs a towel to wipe off any excess.

the sign that he's nearly ready to continue is one last thrust of his fingers into sasuke's mouth — just skirting the line of his gag reflex, and then he withdraws, giving a loving (if messy) stroke against his cheek before his hand returns to where it was prior, nestled just beside sasuke's own on the bed.


Relax for me. We're going to pick up again and I want you to take 'em real nice for me, okay? Show me how well you can resist fighting me. Next one's twelve. Eight more and then you get dessert, but the less you relax the longer it'll take because I'm still gonna prep you first.

he waits for sasuke's acknowledgement, and then raises his hand again, bringing it down. the intensity of the blows hasn't changed, but his hand's cupped just a little more — lessening the overall sting of his palm as it lands.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
christ, that fucking sound. the twentieth blow rings out with all the sanctity of a churchbell in the air and that soft choke of sound drowns out everything else for a moment, his focus blacked out and narrowed down to it alone. the ache of his cock where it's trapped awkwardly by the cut of his pants is what zones him back in, and his hips shift to seek relief of the persistent nudge of discomfort.

but — sasuke first.

he reaches for the anti-inflammatories, taps two out of the bottle and into his hand, and then pushes them into sasuke's mouth with a gentle slide of his thumb and index finger. the bottle of water laid out on the bed is next, and he holds it so the boy can drink.


Swallow these for me and just rest a bit, breathe and relax. I've got you. You did so good, you took that punishment so fucking well for me. You were perfect.

he reaches for sasuke's wrist — gently guides him to reach around behind himself, pressing the boy's palm against the swollen, reddened skin of his ass. letting him feel and touch and explore but also because he suspects that he'll instinctively linger on any parts that are more painful than the rest, which he'll pay mindful attention to afterwards. and while he does that, after he's set the bottle of water aside, he strokes sasuke's hair tenderly, touching him anywhere he can reach just as these little grounding points of contact that can pull him back to his body.

Just give me a bit to work you open, okay? I'll be quick as you can stand, I know you can keep yourself hard and messy for me until then. Do you want to sit in my lap to take my cock, or do you want to be on your knees on the bed?

even as he's talking, gentle and soothing, he's reaching for the lube nearby to slick his fingers up, working them inside sasuke with practiced skill. he knows the boy's body so well now despite the fact they've only done this specific physical climax once before that he can interpret every clench and flicker of muscle around him, urging him on or holding him back in turn as he fucks him open with his fingers. normally he treats this as an act all its own, is happy to take agonizing time to jar pleasure loose from the coiled cable of sasuke's body, but now he clearly has another aim: keeping his word just as quickly as he dares with a boy who isn't fragile or soft but whom he treats as treasure regardless.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
he marks that spot with a mental note to pay it additional care after they're done, but for now simply continues to twist and flex his fingers open within the heat of sasuke's body. when the boy squirms, though, cy shifts with him to give him a little more freedom, moving his left leg to free the boy's knees from beneath it. somehow, he makes the awkward disentangling of limbs seem graceful.

his fingers drive in deeper, the third slipped in now even though he knows it will offer a faint stretch of discomfort it's certainly no worse than what else sasuke has accepted from his hand tonight. his right knee is slightly lifted so that there's something for sasuke to brace against, and his right hand retreats from its tender ministrations elsewhere on sasuke's body to add more lube which he massages in with his fingers.


I'm glad. Thank you for telling me. It means a lot to me, sharing something like this with you and seeing how it affects you.

one final flex of his hand and then, deeming sasuke to be adequately prepared, he simply hefts him up astride his lap, pulling the boy's thighs to either side of his hips. it'll be the easiest way for sasuke to get what he'd asked for, because cy can hold him like this, dig his hands in against the swell of building bruises and lower him down.

he could undress, using the void to make short work of his clothing — but he finds he's kinda into the dichotomy of sasuke's bare, flushed skin and his own dark slacks, so he leaves well enough alone for now, merely dropping one hand between them as he steadies the boy with the other, working his pants open and easing his trapped cock out (commando again, mostly because 'cleaning his room' had resulted in a perilous lack of clean underwear??)

if sasuke had reason to doubt him before, if he'd wanted proof of how much his tolerance, acceptance, enjoyment of pain affects him — surely the state of his cock will lay it all to rest. it's almost painfully hard, throbbing to the touch, weeping at the slit so heavily he barely has to slick a lubed-up hand around it to ease its eventual penetration into his ass.

he guides sasuke to the approximate place he needs to ease down onto it, and then —


Here, hold my cock steady. I'll support you. his hands slip around to sasuke's ass, taking his weight with an inhuman ease, fingers digging in against all those tender little places he'd laid down on him only minutes before. Let me know when you're ready to go and I'll lower you down. he leans in to nip at sasuke's bottom lip playfully. Slowly. I'm really not gonna last long, so I want to make it count for all five fucking times I'm gonna be able to slide into your perfect ass.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
he leans in, canting his head against sasuke's, chin hooked over his shoulder as he does as asked. sasuke gets lowered down with aching, inexorable slowness. he's in complete control of the descent, and as it happens he just nuzzles against him, kisses at his shoulder rather than peppering him with the usual sharp press of his teeth.

he keeps his hips steady, doesn't rut against the boy or otherwise move until sasuke is fully seated across his lap, flush against him with the spear of his cock disappeared inside him.

he breathes out in a stutter, the muscles of his stomach drum-taut with the effort of not just blowing his load immediately, and while he keeps one had wedged between sasuke's ass and his thighs, the other he peels back so he can wrap it around the boy's shoulders and just pull him in close. it feels a little like a promise, an unspoken oath, the genesis of which has stepped beyond human understanding.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-12 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
five thrusts, it seems, had been ambitious of him. every time sasuke talks like that, skirting the lines of his own comfort with that factual, crass language it's like a stab of warming lust — his shoulders shiver, and he can feel the building crest of an ache in his balls that makes holding off fucking hard—

I will, sweetheart. Ask me properly.

he says it as he lifts the boy up a few scant inches, and this time on lowering him down rolls his hips so his dick slides newly against sasuke's prostate with a flex of his pelvic muscles. it's taking a not-inconsiderable amount of his hard-won restraint not to just do as he's asked, but what can he say? he likes it when sasuke begs him for it.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-13 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
you know, he'd kinda meant sir.

but he's not going to offer correction, especially the way that plea is just spilled out in the air between them, soft sentiment laid bare. he can feel the clench of sasuke's body all around him, driving him to the precipice and it would be easy, so easy to just let go and fall into the rising tide of it, but —

— but he stops, just for a moment. shifts his hand to sasuke's cheek, and he leans in to kiss him. a soft lick into his mouth, the taste of his tongue, the shared oxygen on their breath. it's both instant and eternity.

after that, release comes easy. everything tightens, caught at that fracture-point of pleasure, and slacks off, and cy is left holding onto sasuke as tightly as a man clings to a shipwreck in a storm. aftershocks of orgasm seize him in tiny little tremors that shiver all the way through him, and though he doesn't remember moving his hands at all he's got both arms wound around the boy, one hand cupping the back of his head, fingers in a loose twist of his hair, and the other is simply holding him tightly enough to bruise.

he's panting wetly against the crook of sasuke's shoulder, and can only find it in himself to murmur:


Fuck. Wow.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-13 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
he doesn't actually know how long it takes for him to collect all the little fractals of a mind spun like sugar on roaring pleasure, but — long enough. he exhales in a bracing gust, and then peels himself back just a little so he can look at the kid and brush dark hair back from his forehead and away from those mismatched eyes. half of him wants to collapse into a boneless heap and just take sasuke with him — but the other half knows the job's not done.

Gimme a sec. I need to figure out where I dropped the high functioning aftercare region of my brain. Christ. Fuck.

he groans audibly and thumps his forehead down against sasuke's shoulder with a slouch of his spine.

Did you even come? omg??? he sounds Worried, Actually. he's a bad dom for coming first 🥺🥺🥺 I lost the fucking plot.
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[personal profile] hallowing 2024-02-13 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, you do not get to put that back on me, you little fucker.

he sounds not the least bit actually upset or annoyed, it's more just — fond, warm sentiment delivered on the palms of profanity. but there is an orgasm ratio to be maintained here, thank you!! he does settle, though, pressing soothing little kisses against what he can reach of sasuke's shoulder, and tracing nonsensical sigils on him with one lazy hand.

It was perfect. Having you naked and fucked out for me like this, I can feel the heat of your slapped ass through my fucking slacks. he heaves a sigh, and then straightens up so he can press a kiss against sasuke's forehead. My perfect little slut, you do dangerous things to my dick.

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