1. β Sasuke is suffering the effects of the Clubs suit, sleep deprivation, and food deprivation; he encounters Cy in the locker rooms of Talon & Beak in the middle of the night. When expressing the fear that he might hurt someone, Cy tells him that he can't be wounded. Sasuke demands proof. Using a tantΕ, Cy stabs himself in the heart and does not die. Spooked, Sasuke quickly leaves.
2. β A brief conversation on the network, where Cy gives Sasuke a math lesson so that Sasuke can solve an equation and figure out Cy's age. Cy tells him about BDSM; Sasuke gets touchy and shuts down.
3. β Over a week later after Cy has lost track of time, he sends Sasuke a message to continue the conversation. Sasuke asks more about who (and what) Cy is. It gets fraught as Sasuke confesses that he's been having sexual dreams about Cy due to a curse. He tells Cy to stay away from him, and Cy agrees.
4. β π Forced into a corner by the suit's affects and worsening petrification, Sasuke finally reaches out to Cy because he believes Cy is the only one who can handle him in such a state. They meet in the maintenance tunnels; Cy teleports them to his bedroom. He gets Sasuke off first with dirty talk alone, but it isn't enough to satisfy the suit. Sasuke also discovers a worrying kink of his own in the process. Cy impresses upon him the importance of communication, and that sex is not transactional; he gives Sasuke a blowjob next. It works this time, and the suit effects/petrification both cease. Sasuke sleeps, and when he wakes up he finds that Cy is making a guitar. Cy leaves to get food, so Sasuke takes that opportunity to clean Cy's room, a kindness that visibly impacts Cy. They eat snacks and have a discussion about kinks and trauma. Cy says his biggest fantasy is the permanence of a romantic partner, then describes his type, which he says is Sasuke to a T. Sasuke confesses for the first time aloud that he was in love with Naruto. Cy leaves to give him space.
5. β π Sasuke contacts Cy after finding a gift of sex toys delivered to his room. Curious, he asks Cy to walk him through how to use the dildo on a voice call. Yet when Sasuke pushes himself a little too far with pain play, Cy stops them and asks to teleport into his room, which Sasuke agrees. They have an emotional moment where Cy explains that he stopped them because pain play is not something he does lightly, not without discussion and preparation. Cy tells him about Mon Mahara; Sasuke shares the name of his home, Konohagakure. Cy then gives him a massage to help relax him as they ease back into using the toys. Sasuke tries to express himself, but he's gently corrected by Cy β which causes Sasuke to use his safeword and shut down. He asks Cy to talk to him; Cy tells him about TakΓ«thal, how he got his name "Cyram," Chinoon, and the language Chiskikani. They agree to simply go to sleep instead of proceeding further. He tries to reassure Sasuke that things will get easier, then tells him about the people he's loved who have helped him over millennia. Sasuke, thinking immediately of the people he's tried to kill and his own struggles with love, asks to be alone. Cy gently redirects with levity, which takes Sasuke out of his spiral, then he obligingly leaves.
6. β π Cy takes Sasuke on a "date," which is a picnic in the Vale the next day. Here, Sasuke learns about Cy's background and the horrible fate that befell him over 10,000 years ago, including the period of a ~thousand years where Cy was forced to commit horrific atrocities by Kulo Vayn, and also the failed ascension at the hands of Iantha that resulted in his suffering immortality. Sasuke's reaction is a deep empathy and sadness; he feels closer to Cy for having this truth shared. Sasuke offers to retrieve Cy's memories with the Sharingan, but Cy refuses. They eat dinner, slowly turning the conversation back to other topics, including the concept of a god of war and gay marriage, then Cy handfeeds him dessert. They discuss Cy's likes and dislikes with sex. This inevitably turns Sasuke on, who demands that they go back to Cy's room, where Cy fingers him. They discuss mirrors, and Sasuke admits that he has his brother's eyes. Cy verbally expresses how glad he is to have met Sasuke. Then, Cy walks him through how to give a blowjob. He learns Cy's safeword, Ares, and they agree on language. Sasuke successfully gets Cy off; afterward, Sasuke tells Cy that he's not afraid of Cy hurting him, and Cy uses his safeword. He explains it's not Sasuke's fault, then gifts Sasuke an orange blanket, which reminds him of Naruto. They cuddle and go to sleep.
7. β Sasuke makes a network post about the effects people who have abstained from sex are suffering. Cy replies, and they have a locked conversation that broaches the idea of testing Cy's suit, since he still doesn't know what it is. Sasuke urges it, because of the risk of Cy losing control later. They agree to meet and discuss.
8. β π Sasuke goes to Cy's room to talk about the suit experiment. In doing so, Cy explains the issue of Kulo Vayn still being imprisoned in his mind. It woke because of Sasuke, but Cy does not tell him this. They discuss the reason why Cy had to safeword due to Sasuke saying he wasn't afraid of Cy hurting him. At the thought that Cy might lose some of his power while testing the suit, he thinks about suicide. (π¬) Sasuke offers to use the Sharingan in order to show Cy what he's capable of by planting memories in his head; Cy refuses, because it could expose Sasuke to Kulo Vayn. They get sidetracked when Sasuke says something out of jealousy. Sasuke has a small meltdown, guilty that Cy offers not to sleep with anyone else and ashamed of his emotional reaction. They discuss "handling the knife" β learning to deal with that emotionality when it comes up. The discussion goes back to Kulo Vayn and testing Cy's suit.
Inevitably, when Sasuke expresses wanting to have penetrative sex for the first time, they steer in that direction. (how are there still 130 comments left in this thread help me) They talk about positions; safewords; safe sex/condoms. Sasuke uses Cy's hand to perform katon and light candles. Cy gets him off with a handjob and kissing first, then cleans him up. Sasuke realizes his nipples are sensitive; Cy discusses anatomy and gently scolds some internalized sexism in Sasuke. Cy fingers him and gives him a blowjob for a second orgasm. After, Cy says something kind and Sasuke cries over it. Cy tells (without really telling) him the story of Aikelyk, capital city Aevune, and the little girl there. Once Sasuke is calmer they move onto having sex, first with Sasuke in control on top; Sasuke has his third orgasm. They move onto their sides, and Sasuke has a dry fourth orgasm (lordt). Cy finally finishes, and he uses the anal plug he'd gifted Sasuke on him afterward. They discuss the ideas of virginity, sex, marriage, and having children β the last of which makes Sasuke shut down. After chatting a bit more (where Sasuke gets embarrased over the idea of dating), they sleep.
9. β The morning after Sasuke's first time with Cy. This is basically a hundred comments of aftercare, the thread. They eat breakfast together, sharing food and talking a little, where Sasuke tells Cy that he shouldn't neglect his body. Then they go to shower together so Cy can remove the plug and clean it. Cy invites Sasuke to stay that night with him, and Sasuke questions it, so Cy is honest in telling Sasuke that he cares about him. They wash each other and talk about "love languages." There's some cute, pseudo-roleplay banter about jealousy. They decide how they're going to spend the rest of the day; Cy shares the he was once a farmer and had a child. Then, he tells Sasuke his real name (Auhle ci Vyacho), but he doesn't want Sasuke to use it over Cyram. After the shower, Sasuke reads in bed while Cy takes a nap. When Cy wakes up they make a plan about a proper breakfast, and then discuss Greek Mythology, including Cy's safeword "Ares." The moment is emotional; they kiss.
10. β Cy makes a post explaining safe BDSM practices. Sasuke comments, and due to his private nature they don't acknowledge publicly that they know each other. Sasuke asks a few questions about scenes and Cy's history with BDSM more generally. Unfortunately, the discussion triggers Sasuke's jealousy and he drops the conversation.
11. β π Cy contacts Sasuke privately and they discuss his jealous feelings. This eventually brings them to a conversation in person about a relationship. They agree exclusivity will be impossible, so they decide to implement certain rules as a middle ground. At some point Sasuke admits he can transform into a physically female body and this brings them to the topic of sex versus gender; Sasuke doesn't know how he would feel that way, but he doesn't excuse the idea altogether. Then they decide to experiment formally with pain play through spanking. They settle on limitations and agree to meet the next night in Cy's room. They also revisit Sasuke's inability to masturbate briefly. Timeskip to later — Cy introduces a secondary safeword (bell), then they begin the spanking scene. Sasuke notices his most immediate instinct is not pain but a desire to fight back. After the spanking concludes, they have sex. Cy tries to help Sasuke get himself off afterward, but Sasuke struggles, and they talk through it. Sasuke cries again (ofc). In vulnerability, Cy opens up about the early days, how he struggled to touch another person, how it wasn't until he met a veteran that he worked through the trauma. He tells Sasuke it's okay to cry. They have sex again (lmao) and eventually fall asleep after plenty of sappy aftercare.
12. β π (this thread is 220 comments i want to die) valentine's day gift; sasuke shares the massacre/itachi; cy gives him a facial; cy cries about sasuke storing memories in his sharingan; they talk about dating; subspace comes up; foray into cnc/breeding kink; intercrural with cy receiving; sasuke talks about home/loneliness; panic attack followed by softness
13. β Sasuke's tinder profile gets put up against his will. Cy consoles him about it privately. They tease each other and flirt and it's disgustingly sweet.
14. β Cy contacts Sasuke because he'll be away protecting someone for a few days. Sasuke is jealous when he's told that sex may not be off the table, but he swallows it and doesn't protest further. When Cy comes back, he finds that Sasuke took a beating during the possessed portraits fiasco. Cy is hurt that Sasuke kept this from him while he was gone; they discuss the issue as well as Sasuke's more general jealousy, and Sasuke apologizes.
15. β π hades and persephone; sasuke changes his safeword and cy has a strong reaction (cnc kink); they discuss, and cy changes his safeword too; sasuke tells him that he loves him; je t'aime au-delΓ du temps; twenty questions; sasuke shows cy his home through genjutsu; sasuke topping cy in his childhood bedroom; cy gifts him a collar for white day; discussion on self-love and survivor's guilt; lotus position; sasuke promises to follow cy anywhere
16. β During the springtime event, Sasuke has cat features and Cy is assigned fox. They decide they shouldn't meet because then they won't be able to play the game and earn points due to being distracted — but Cy can't resist biting Sasuke in a claim of ownership, which triggers Sasuke's attempt at dirty talk that swiftly backfires on him. They agree to find each other in a few days.
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