9. — The morning after Sasuke's first time with Cy. This is basically a hundred comments of aftercare, the thread. They eat breakfast together, sharing food and talking a little, where Sasuke tells Cy that he shouldn't neglect his body. Then they go to shower together so Cy can remove the plug and clean it. Cy invites Sasuke to stay that night with him, and Sasuke questions it, so Cy is honest in telling Sasuke that he cares about him. They wash each other and talk about "love languages." There's some cute, pseudo-roleplay banter about jealousy. They decide how they're going to spend the rest of the day; Cy shares the he was once a farmer and had a child. Then, he tells Sasuke his real name (Auhle ci Vyacho), but he doesn't want Sasuke to use it over Cyram. After the shower, Sasuke reads in bed while Cy takes a nap. When Cy wakes up they make a plan about a proper breakfast, and then discuss Greek Mythology, including Cy's safeword "Ares." The moment is emotional; they kiss.
10. — Cy makes a post explaining safe BDSM practices. Sasuke comments, and due to his private nature they don't acknowledge publicly that they know each other. Sasuke asks a few questions about scenes and Cy's history with BDSM more generally. Unfortunately, the discussion triggers Sasuke's jealousy and he drops the conversation.
11. — 🔞 Cy contacts Sasuke privately and they discuss his jealous feelings. This eventually brings them to a conversation in person about a relationship. They agree exclusivity will be impossible, so they decide to implement certain rules as a middle ground. At some point Sasuke admits he can transform into a physically female body and this brings them to the topic of sex versus gender; Sasuke doesn't know how he would feel that way, but he doesn't excuse the idea altogether. Then they decide to experiment formally with pain play through spanking. They settle on limitations and agree to meet the next night in Cy's room. They also revisit Sasuke's inability to masturbate briefly. Timeskip to later — Cy introduces a secondary safeword (bell), then they begin the spanking scene. Sasuke notices his most immediate instinct is not pain but a desire to fight back. After the spanking concludes, they have sex. Cy tries to help Sasuke get himself off afterward, but Sasuke struggles, and they talk through it. Sasuke cries again (ofc). In vulnerability, Cy opens up about the early days, how he struggled to touch another person, how it wasn't until he met a veteran that he worked through the trauma. He tells Sasuke it's okay to cry. They have sex again (lmao) and eventually fall asleep after plenty of sappy aftercare.
12. — 🔞 (this thread is 220 comments i want to die) valentine's day gift; sasuke shares the massacre/itachi; cy gives him a facial; cy cries about sasuke storing memories in his sharingan; they talk about dating; subspace comes up; foray into cnc/breeding kink; intercrural with cy receiving; sasuke talks about home/loneliness; panic attack followed by softness
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february 2024