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[The role he is playing has never been made easier than when he's bent in half, open mouth forced over the head of Cy's cock, taking it down in a swallow of hot flesh, velvet on his tongue. He has no control over the descent; it simply fills him to the brim, straining at the effort to fit Cy all the way down, throat flexing as if it will somehow make room in the very back where it is tightest and most essential. He breathes air in hard through his nose through necessity. It's true, in that moment, he would have no way to accommodate Cy's come — even if he wants to take it, yearning to swallow that load no matter how it will choke him. He wants everything Cy is willing to give him.

But it's enough, just this. Dark strands of hair slip into his face, sticking where saliva has dried on his cheek and sweat has begun to prickle at his hairline. He can taste Cy at first, heavy in his mouth, bitterness and salt and musk so associated with masculinity, and he craves it, wants to lap at it with his tongue if only he had the control. Yet all he can do is try to breathe through his nose and weather the abuse of his throat for this man's pleasure alone. As if it is some trial.

Then it's so deep he can hardly taste anything. Drool gathers around the metal ring that keeps his lips pried apart, messy on Cy's slacks, soon worsened by the tears that drip from tightly closed eyelids. There's a moment where his mind entirely fades out — blissfully lost in the demands of the body, aware only of the ache in his jaw, in his shoulder, in the tight plug up his ass and the neglected throb of his own cock. He even forgets not to be noisy, allowing the wet and strangled sobs to emerge as they will, unconsciously threading his fingers into Cy's offered hand.]

Edited 2024-05-21 05:50 (UTC)

（ he keeps up a litany of filthy words. not his usual praise — crass but achingly fond — but things primed towards degradation. your neighbours should see you like this, he croons as he holds sasuke down against him until his shoulders shake for want of air. until it's clear that he's pared down to only a thing, an unspooling of sensations that bleeds into every muscle fibre and empties him of all possible thought.

this is what you deserve, is said with that bespoke cruelty as cy gently folds sasuke's fingers back over the bell and checks to make sure that the ropes aren't too tight at his wrist and elbow. the sobbing, cut off by the slick, wet noises of his mouth as he forces sasuke to take him deep earn sasuke a low, throaty moan of pleasure and a flex of his hips pushes the head of his cock into the waiting warmth of his mouth. he knows he's leaving bruises, that sasuke will be hoarse later and will struggle to swallow — but he knows too that he'll relish the feeling of having been so claimed, and miss the pain as it fades.

he shifts into something almost conversant. talks about keeping sasuke collared and caged like a pretty thing, wearing scraps of silk that leave nothing to the imagination at all, brought out only for use of his body — or perhaps fucked through the bars. being kept ready and waiting with a plug in his ass, how cy plans to train him for no other purpose but that. no one else can have you, he tells him on one particularly rough slide of his cock against the back of sasuke's throat. not unless i say.

and it's not until he's whisper-close to orgasm that he hauls sasuke up and off his cock and shoves him roughly to his back — half-sprawled in a rough heap from the angle of the bound arm. from there he kneels over him, lifted just enough off his haunches so he can palm his cock and swat sasuke across the face with it, pay attention, before another stroke carries him off.

they've done this before, so sasuke will know to close his eyes — but he still tries to aim as much as anyone can aim their dick for a cumshot, painting a stripe across his cheeks and the bridge of his nose, forehead up into his hair.

his one concession to knowing how much sasuke likes to swallow is to drag his fingers through the mess as it rapidly cools, and push his fingers through the ring of the gag to drag slick fingers against his tongue. ）

[As it plays out, Sasuke finds it easier to sink into the fantasy — Cy's voice spills over him and he becomes the victim suffering this act, the one claimed, the one taking everything he is given without choice. This is what he deserves. He's a possession meant to be caged and owned and used, and this man will use him well. The idea subsumes him, surrendering to that helplessness and forfeiting his autonomy, his will, his body. The back of his throat aches from rough handling; his throat burns for lack of air, face hot with the blood that has rushed to his head from being bent over Cy's lap. It's perfect. If it's what he deserves, then he has never been so fortunate.

Spots of black crowd his vision just as he's wrenched off and flipped over. Sasuke gasps, coughing, unable to close his mouth to prevent the drool from escaping down his chin as the position changes. He knows he's a mess — he does not care how he looks, too lost in pleasure to recall modesty. The arm bound under his back throbs, a warning at its placement, but this too slips out of thought when he sights Cy kneeling above him, cock jutting out, gleaming wet from the work of his own mouth. He hears himself make some unintelligible sound — an airless moan unable to form into words with his lips pried open by the metal ring.

Eyelids flicker when Cy's slaps at his cheek with the hard line of his dick, and the moan becomes another broken sob, hiccupped quietly. The degradation scorches through him, unexpectedly intense. Then his face is painted with hot stripes of come — Sasuke knows to close his eyes, voice devolving soon into a whimper. He feels it coat his skin like a glossy finish even into his hair, making him filthy, staining him. When fingers wipe over his tongue he tries to speak: please barely coherent, lacking the sharp consonant of the p to become something more like uh-lease.]

Sorry, I don't speak 'breedable whore'.

（ that's said playfully, as he pets come directly into sasuke's hair with a faint upwards quirk of one corner of his mouth, using the motion to slip his hand to the back of his head to undo the gag. the metal ring is pulled from his mouth, not gently even where spit has dried and sealed at the corners of his mouth. ）

Say something worth my time, or it's going back in.

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[His mind is a blur of thought when the gag is pulled free from behind his teeth. The corners of his mouth sting; he blinks away unshed tears, panting out hard and ragged breaths.]

Please. The pictures you took— [a trembling attempt to squirm on the bed, shifting his arm from its bloodless pin under his back.] Please delete them.

[It feels like he's speaking past sandpaper, tone raspy and wet, cheeks hot enough to melt a candle. He can feel the come drying in his hair in a debauched mark of ownership.]

（ cy just laughs, warm and low as he reaches out to pet sasuke's face. ）

You think that's something you get to ask me? I've got you at my mercy, did you miss that part?

（ he shifts, moving so he can essentially sit astride sasuke's chest, knees tight to either side of his ribs. forcing the boy to take his weight even as cy reaches behind him and starts stroking his cock off in a way that is torturously gentle. ）

Tell you what. I'll make you a deal. I get to do whatever I want to do for the next three hours, and if in that time you can keep yourself from coming, I'll delete the pictures.

（ and he doesn't plan to make it easy — as evidenced by the quick, skillful flicks of his wrist that are intentionally honed to sasuke's body — scene aside, he's got a standing cheat code. ）

Of course, I'm still not letting you go afterwards, but maybe you can save yourself some shame, huh?

[The lightheadedness hasn't eased, made worse when Cy settles the bulk of his weight across his chest — enough stature and solid muscle to make it a strain, half-breaths coming in quick little bursts. He can feel where come has dried and become tacky on his face, almost cool compared to the flush of blood beneath skin.]

I'll do whatever you want, [is the gamble made in a rasping voice, thick in his throat] just don't — show anyone else.

[The plea ends on a squirm he doesn't manage to withhold, that hand on his cock too brutally exact as it squeezes over him. It knows where to touch, and in the context even of this scene he responds to it anyway, trying to take a deeper breath of air. Three hours. It feels impossible, not after how long he's been made to wait with a plug in his ass, imagining what would happen when Cy came for him.

And the promise that Cy won't release him no matter what — it's an acute burn, humiliating, deeply arousing.]

What if I can't? Hold it in.

[There's a tremor in the words, composure flaked away to reveal panic.]

Then you're not really doing what I want, are you?

（ there's a ruffle of his hair, the hard, tacky areas where come has dried in the strands. ）

And I guess you're going to have to get real comfortable real quick with the idea of everyone you know seeing you in your natural habitat as a filthy little whore, huh?

（ his thumb presses hard against the slit of sasuke's cock, and then he lets him go finally, finally. ）

I think I'm going to start with a spanking. Only naughty boys try to go to bed with a plug in their ass, keeping them prised open, keeping them easy and loose. Were you waiting for someone, or do you just like the way it feels?

[Is it better or worse, when Cy's hand slips off of his cock and leaves it a mess of leaking precome? Sasuke can't tell. There's a certain path of humiliation that the words scour through him at the idea of anyone else seeing those pictures, knowing what he looks like in this state, and the thought goes to his head in the breathlessness of being sat on.

At the prospect of pain under Cy's hand, he squirms again, a startled little jolt of movement — to no effect trapped as he is, but the excitement is well-disguised as fear.]

I like how it feels. [A quiet confession scraped reluctantly out of his throat.] I didn't think anyone was paying attention to me. There. At the club.

[If he fell to pleading, would he be listened to? Would it be better if Cy put the gag back in his mouth, even if it meant a puddle of drool in his mouth?]

I— [and a soft gasp, playing into the inexperience that he once truly had.] I've never done it before.

I don't know if you're oblivious or just fucking naïve. Everyone was watching you. I'm just the one that got here first.

（ he laughs, and slaps at sasuke's hip hard enough that the sound seems to shiver in the air. ）

And as for being a virgin — we'll fix that, don't you worry.

（ he gets off of sasuke and just moves him however he sees fit — in this case, slipping to the foot of the bed with him anchored across his lap, bare ass angled upwards by one knee cocked higher than the other. cy skims his hand across the curve of his ass, nudges that plug a little more deeply, and then reaches behind them to rummage through the box. he comes up with a hairbrush — chosen earlier for its flat shape and the fact it's a rather innocuous, every-day item. he drags the plastic teeth of it across the boy's skin and then lightly hits him with it before turning it over to the smoother back and swatting him more firmly. ）

Thirty strokes. If you fight they'll be harder.

[The sting of that slap carries him into the next moment, unceremoniously rearranged into a bent position over Cy's knees, ass offered up to the administration of the brush. With his arm bound, there's no way to leverage himself in a way that prevents his face from dragging against the bed, messy cheek turned against the sheets with a sharp exhale of breath.

The bristles send a pleasant tingle over nerves, soon undone by a quick smack that then dulls, turned over to the flatter side. Playing into the role of someone who has witnessed this but never had it performed on himself — Sasuke does fight, trying to kick his feet and unseat himself from the man's lap, embarrassed because of the implement being used in addition to that task of submission.

And he does want it harder, contrary to the words that spill out of his mouth next.]

No — don't. Stop. [Even if the weeping evidence of his cock belies this; even if a ragged moan is drawn out by the clench of muscle around the plug that his body can't help.] Why are you doing this? Why me?

（ of course he struggles. cy puts a hand against the back of his nape to hold him pinioned against the bed, fingers closing a little, uncomfortably tight. enough to compress the arteries at the sides of his neck, though not quite enough to drop him into that hazy state of twilight consciousness. ）

Because you're pretty.

（ that's a murmur as he leans down, breath a hush against his ear as he holds him down. the more sasuke struggles, the more his hold tightens — eventually he shifts the boy's hips to his other thigh, so he can wedge his left leg over his knees and keep him from kicking or twisting his hips to get away. ）

Because I could tell you wouldn't give in right away. And because I could smell the fucking slut on you from across the room.

[It feels primal to be held by the back of the neck, blood pulsing against the pinch of fingers where they close over arteries, wavering over the threat of a drop. With anyone else, it would be enough to inspire true fear beyond the veil of fantasy — but he trusts Cy. He would put his bloody, still-beating heart into Cy's hands, knowing he would be well-cared for, knowing he would not be harmed.

The praise sinks alongside degradation, his body's protest forced still across the man's lap. His ears burn; his cock is throbbing; he has to swallow hard to keep from deteriorating into pleas. Hit me, I can take it, I want to take it, hurt me... Instead he emits a low whimper muffled down against the sheets.]

I won't give in. [Affirmation that tastes metallic in his mouth, which he realizes is because he's bit the inside of his own cheek.] Three hours. I won't come.

We'll see about that.

（ cy eases up just a little — enough that sasuke can continue to thrash and fight if he wants to. and then he starts to hit him.

the blows are calculated. a certain intensity, certain placements. never the same place twice in a row — but where usually he waits, and sometimes soothes the area with a gentle rub of his hand, that tenderness is absent here. he just hits him, again and again, not waiting for sasuke to call out the count or breathe between blows. he strikes the plug, too — and every time sasuke struggles, or tries to say no, or any of its many iterations, the next blow is harder, until his skin is mottled with bruising across the seat of his ass.

cy can feel sasuke's cock hard against his thigh, and the dampness from its weeping slit — and the answering echo of his own arousal feels like it's smothering him in the haze of the room. he's more himself — as he is at present, as he is to sasuke — in this scene than how he'd been during the genjutsu, when he'd leaned more into the conquering warlord that he's been a thousand times over across a thousand brutal years — but by no means does that diminish the intense fervour of his desire. he wants sasuke beneath him, wants him to cry and beg as he's fucked. he wants to see the fear on his face — but he wants, too, to know that the fear is simulated. that it's not real. that it could be stopped at any moment by either of them in turn, and that not doing so is a choice.

but for now — for now, he contents himself with the beating. a cruel, brutal thing, no pain spared as he lands the blows again and again, until he's finished and his breath rings harsh and jagged in the room. ）

[He is no stranger to the hooks of pain that dig into him upon the first strike. Experience has seasoned him to anticipate what it is like beneath Cy's hand, but it is never the same twice — and even if it is, even if this is a position they've taken before, the sensation never fails to blot out his mind like dark ink. This time, Cy doesn't have him count the strokes, and soon he's carried off on waves of blistering pleasure with each strike.

It hurts. It is brutal, the brush's slender wooden handle precise enough to leave pink welts quick to bruise, his skin like pale ripe fruit beneath the severity of the implement Cy wields. Sasuke's mouth hangs open; he's less cognizant of the sounds he makes and so they spill unfiltered, gasps of breath building into a rhythm that, eventually, edges close to hiccups and sobs.

Pain makes it easier in such a controlled context, so he feels no strain, no withholding of the tears that stick dark lashes together. Cy likes to see him cry, and it's not difficult to let himself do so now where it would have felt insurmountable anywhere else. And the refrain of please don't and please stop simply become please, please, please — a senseless litany on his tongue.

If he was counting, if they were going slowly, perhaps he might have been able to hold onto a shred of his own self-composure. But the assailment leaves no room for rest, for air, for thought — and Sasuke feels the very moment of defeat, shaking and crying facedown on the bed, striping come into a hot mess under his hips.]

（ he won't say, by now, that he's wrung every willing orgasm from sasuke's body — but he won't deny ownership of a good eighty-five percent of them. he knows the way his body reacts, when he's trying to resist and when he's resigned to surrender. he feels the ejaculate, hot and slick against his thigh, and the sheet beyond — and he's cruel as he fists a hand in sasuke's hair, fingers tightening against his scalp. ）

Three hours, huh?

（ his tone's mocking, even as he drags sasuke into a new position, pushes him down to be confronted with the reality of the mess. this means that sasuke's mostly back on the bed, pressed flat, with the jut of cy's elbow pressed down against his nape to keep him from gaining any leverage to right himself. cy fiddles with his watch, and sasuke's will chime lightly with the notification — he did not, of course, send the pictures for real. but he'll happily pretend he did. ）

Lick up your mess.

（ and while sasuke decides whether or not he's going to oblige, cy starts rummaging around for the lube to slick up the end of the hairbrush's handle. ）

[The illusion of shame is a bright blaze inside of him when he's dragged into this new position, unable to lift his face, forced head-down against the evidence of his own release where it has spilled onto the sheets in a dark, wet stain. He hears the chime; there's a hitching sob of breath, letting himself cry but trying to keep it subtle, which is not that difficult in practice because it is what he would have done if this was real.

It's not real, but it's close enough — wet lips parting to lap up the pool of come where it dirties the sheet, face hot with his own exhalations so close to the bed. This time he doesn't struggle. Fear is the motivator, or so he pretends, taking on that role of the bent and the broken as he cleans the mess up with his mouth.

His ass is burning from the abuse of the brush. When he's finished, he puts his forehead down against the mattress as if to rest — to hide his face and the humiliation awash in his expression. Only when he hears those slick sounds does he try to lift his head.]

What are you doing? [A low whisper, shaky.] ... Isn't this enough?

（ cy just snorts, and when he's satisfied he lets one hand stroke down the length of sasuke's spine, fingers briefly digging down against knots of tension in the muscle there. a loving little interlude that turns to cruelty only when he adds another slap to sasuke's ass. ）

Sweetheart, I'm not going to leave this room until I've ruined you.

（ he leans down into his space to wipe the tears away, to drag his thumb against the boy's bottom lip. ）

You said it's your first time, so I'm going slow.

（ he pulls sasuke back into his lap, arranging him just so until he's satisfied with where he's bent over his lap, pressed down against the damp stain he'd just cleaned up with his tongue. cy folds him a little, forcing him bent, and then he takes the plug and eases it slightly back. they'd discussed this, too — and cy had cautioned him it would hurt, but sasuke had, if anything, seemed all the hungrier for it. so he takes the hairbrush, and pushes its lubed up handle in beside the plug, not quite letting it sink in yet, but making a clear threat. ）

It'll go easier if you relax.

[A promise that sinks into his gut like an anchor, affixed to the craving for that outcome. He wants to be ruined. He can play the part, allowing Cy to handle him back into that bent-over position pliantly only because he knows what's coming next — he recalls their conversation. That slap contrasts obscenely against the gentle wipe of a thumb through tears, tasting salt on his lips, tasting himself when he swallows by reflex.

They had discussed the pain of this act. Sasuke sucks in air, pretending fear where there is only a hot bed of anticipation at the nudge it takes to pull the plug a little out from the rim of his hole. Then he feels the stiff, unyielding probe of the wooden brush handle — and he gasps, acting out the protest as if he doesn't want to feel it sink in and stretch him beyond his limits, as if it terrifies him.]

I can't. [His arm fights the rope, strategically keeping hips still so that it does not dislodge the threat of the brush alongside the silicone plug.] I can't. It won't fit. Don't, please.

[Begging is not below his role — however he knows Cy won't stop, doesn't want him to stop, wants to feel it forced inside of him instead.]

Shh, shh. Haven't you learned yet that begging doesn't help? （ that's said with — a knowing sort of cant to his tone. ） It'll fit. You'll just have to accept that it'll hurt, too.

（ cy starts to push it in, knowing the rigidity of it will provide little yield to the muscle and soft tissue — but they were careful to stretch him out earlier, and the brush is well-lubed up — so he's not tentative as he fucks it into him. not slow, not careful — it's an act of force, giving sasuke's body only the slightest time to adjust before he sinks it deeper. and if sasuke struggles or fights or pleads, it's only made worse.

once the hairbrush has bottomed out alongside the plug, cy pushes his palm alongside the base of the plug and worries it against him, jogging both implements inside his body. ）

There, see? You're such a slut, the way your body opens up to take me. You can't even help yourself, can you? You were just made to be a whore.

[The brush is more rigid than anything he's taken, forcing the yield of tender flesh at his hole until it's fitted snugly up against the plug — and then that, too, is nudged back into place with a jostling that sparks nerves up his spine. Pain is an electric sensation; the stretch is wide around both objects, and he can feel muscle throbbing, a deep pulse in time with his heart. They prepared enough that there is no tearing and no threat of permanent damage to his body, but the illusion of it is enough. The debasement. Treated like a toy, being played with under someone else's whim.

And his pure, aching desire for all of it hidden underneath the cry of pain he muffles against the sheet. Trying to keep quiet, to not be heard as he struggles — more furtively to enliven the burn where his ass is pried open. He wants to feel the wooden handle rub up against thicker silicone.]

It hurts... [falls out of his mouth, whining, helpless.] I'm not. You're wrong. It's your fault — that I'm like this.

[There's truth in the shell of that blame. No one else makes him feel this way, ready to be split open and fucked as eagerly as a slut.]

Is it?

（ cy leans down beside him, hand flattened across the small of sasuke's back. ）

Is that why you were at Naked Yolk every night, watching people get beaten and fucked and used?

[He turns his face away from that pointed question, struggling again, even if there is no escape from the strength in those hands. It only brings greater attention to what is buried inside of him when he shifts, tries to wriggle out of the man's lap — not an accident.]

What do you want me to say?

[Ragged words, almost all breath.]

You... sent those pictures. So it doesn't matter. [Everyone will know, won't they? In the illusion of this fantasy he won't be able to show his face there again.] Hurry up and fuck me.

[It should come out hopeless, resigned — yet it is instead low and desperate, raspy in his throat, at odds with any denial. Ruin me.]

No.

（ he's held sasuke across his lap and fucked him with a dildo a hundred times now — but now he takes the brush and begins drawing it nearly out of him and pushing it back inward, intentionally angling it so it nudges the silicon of the plug against his prostate. ）

I don't think I'm done torturing you yet. You think I'm going to give you what you want just because you decided to embrace your inner slut? （ there's a chiding little suck of his teeth. ） Don't think I haven't noticed your change of heart. Trying to get me to go easier on you, huh?

（ he lubes up one of his index fingers — letting briefly go of the hairbrush to do it — and then slides that in as well along the plug, stretching him out. ）

I want to hurt you again. Pick something.

[The denial burns like a rash over his skin — overtaken by the static jolt of pleasure as Cy angles the toy inside of him against that spot of nerves, tingling and tender enough to force a broken moan out of his throat. He can feel the way his cock twitches in response to this, warmth stirring low in his belly, a rush of blood that threatens to fill out the length that has only flagged because of recent orgasm. It won't take much to make him hard again with those threats Cy pours into his head.

Bargaining for a quick end doesn't work. He's seen through immediately, pushing his face down against the sheets, then back and forth, shaking his head no.]

It's too much. [The words are thin, shaken, those deep interior sobs building up behind them.] It's too— much— [Cy's finger slides in, stretching his hole just a bit wider, the rim of muscle an abused shade of red, wet and shiny with lubricant.] Don't... don't hurt me.

[A fresh prickle of tears dampen dark lashes as the fight renews, kicking his legs as if it will pull him out of Cy's lap even if it means rolling off the bed and crashing to the ground. Privately, he wants to feel Cy's strength — he knows it's there.]

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