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（ eventually, the world spins back into colour. he starts existing beyond the beat of their hearts and that intimate point of connection between them, the softening of his spent cock and the slick, wet heat of sasuke's body. he doesn't want to move, because moving means the loss of this moment, and this is something he wants to keep close in the shelter of a shattered mind as long as he can hold it.

but eventually — eventually, he pulls back. his cock slips from sasuke's cunt and he wipes at a tacky string of come that leaks from his hole, pushes it back inside his body with the hook of his fingers. lets his legs down, and reaches to gently undo the clamps at his nipples, each one soothed with the press of his mouth, the soft suck and the lave of his tongue. other kisses are left against his sternum, the divot at the root of his throat, the edge of his jaw where it's been smoothed to androgyny by the jutsu. ）

Christ outloud, you're so perfect.

[The swell of his chest rises with each heavy breath, eventually reaching an equilibrium, pounding heart brought back to a calmer pace. He feels Cy's deft fingers briefly push into him and squirms at the sensitivity, legs falling open to either side once released. His nipples are aching, chafed from the clamps, and he makes a small noise when Cy's tongue slips over each one, leaving tender skin glossy and wet.]

I love you.

[A dizzy murmur, arm already reaching to try and pull Cy against him. His chin turns to catch that wandering mouth as it lays down kisses. It doesn't feel possible that this is real — that these words fall effortlessly from his lips.]

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I'd never doubt it.

（ he slots himself beside sasuke, limbs arranged into a possessive splay, and nuzzles at his shoulder. ）

So. Sparring, huh. Really turns your crank that much?

Do you find it that surprising?

[He rolls onto his side, keeping thighs pressed tightly together to mitigate what is soon to be a leaking mess.]

I'm competitive by nature. [A thoughtful look crosses his face.] Well, that's the first time I've... ever acted on it. Thought to act on it. In the past, I'd just fight, or train, until I was too tired to do anything else.

It's not surprising.

（ no, that's not quite what he meant. he reaches up to cradle sasuke's cheek, thumbing at the fine bone. ）

I just wanted to know if it's something we should do more often. I liked seeing you like this.

Ah. I'd like that. Not only because of what we did after, but I enjoyed sparring with you.

[Sorry that it's one of his love languages. Or maybe just — the physicality in general. The playfulness.]

It was... fun.

[What a weird concept??? Having fun??]

（ there's a warm laugh, and cy tugs sasuke closer in a little tumble that winds up with him half-pinning him down to the bed. ）

Okay. Then I don't mind doing it more often.

（ he leans in and nips at his bottom lip. ）

But I know you cheated, so part of my date planning is going to be a punishment. Think you can take it for me?

（ it's clear by his tone that he doesn't actually care, that his words don't imply a consequence in any serious, lasting way. ）

How do you know I was cheating?

[HUFFY... but there is not, in fact, a lack of interest in his eyes when Cy rolls partially on top of him. Sasuke just doesn't intend to make it too easy.]

... What kind of punishment?

Well, I wasn't a hundred percent certain, but you sure as hell just nudged me in that direction.

（ that's said playfully, with a bite at his throat. the rest of the words are a sonorous murmur, punctuated by kisses and the drag of his teeth. ）

I was thinking about putting a toy inside you, nice and deep in your ass. Something that vibrates and expands. I get the remote control. You get a nice, luxurious dinner of torturous humiliation at the whim of your cruel dominant, while you wonder frantically if other people can hear the thrum of the vibration, if other people can see the way you squirm, if they're looking at you as you pant and whimper and plead with me and I deny you release every time.

（ there's a long, drawn-out sound of appreciation, a sort of mmmm, caged in a breath as he mouths at sasuke's jugular, and then returns to kiss his mouth. ）

Of course, you've got more control than that. Maybe you'd be fine. Maybe no one would have a reason to look at you and think, look at that slut being so good for his lover. But I kinda want to find out, you know?

[The response is immediate — distracted, shifting beneath Cy's mouth as it lavishes attention across his throat. It only makes him more aware that he's wet between the legs, because when he shifts he can feel the mess, this more feminine body warmly overheated.]

You want to do that... in public?

[It's the first time Cy has proposed something so flagrantly bold, given most of their experiences have been kept privately behind closed doors. Often in this room. Cy kisses him again, face now red with a flush, pale skin too easily colored.]

That seems excessive, for a punishment.

[Never mind how completely normal it would be in the resort.]

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Too much?

（ if it is, he'll let it go. it's not something he needs, just — you know, always thinking about fun new ways to torment sasuke. ）

Maybe we could have a picnic instead. It doesn't have to be super public.

I don't mind if it's a little public. [Let him adjust to the idea first. Acclimate your Uchiha slowly...] An expensive restaurant would be hard to leave, if it's — too intense. If something goes wrong.

[He cannot handle that many people. Not yet.]

Somewhere more casual.

（ one palm is flattened possessively over sasuke's belly, fingers digging in like a cat kneading a blanket against his flank. ）

Okay. I'll let you off lightly this time, Uchiha. Only a little public torment this time around. I'll put the toy up your ass and make you bear it while I handfeed you exquisite delicacies. You don't get to come until I say, though, that's the rule.

（ that hand skirts lower, dips down between his thighs. exploratory, as if he hadn't just spent the past half hour intimately acquainting his dick with that honey sweet spot between them. a caress parts the soft lips of his cunt, and his fingers rub at an oversensitive clit. ）

But I don't think I'm done exploring you like this just yet. （ he anchors that exploratory hand against sasuke's crotch and shoves him up the bed with an effortless strength. the adjustment seems to have been done solely so he can bend to kiss at his breasts without having to contort himself or change his own position. ）

Tell me about a fantasy you want me to fill for you. I know you struggle with being explicit, but try for me, okay? Your best is good enough, it always is.

（ he forces sasuke's legs to part as he talks, content to put the boy exactly how he wants him as a prelude to fingering him, fingers meeting no resistance through the slippery glide of come and sasuke's own arousal. ）

[With an absent-minded nod, his gaze tracks the movement of Cy's hand until it slips between the squeeze of thighs — that rub at his clit reigniting sore nerves, earning a soft exhale of a whine. He reaches to bracelet Cy's wrist with the slender fingers of his own hand, but he doesn't try to steer it away, just holds on.]

Are you really this insatiable?

[There's no heart in the protest, easily handled further up the bed to bare his breasts to Cy's waiting mouth — nipples still pink and pebbled from the cooler air of the room. He shivers at the exposure and curves his body in toward Cy's warmth. Legs split apart, revealing the messy efforts of their previous lovemaking, the shine of come smeared across pale inner thighs, dark curls low on his belly a little wet too. In the aftermath, urgency has dulled to a simmer and everything feels slower, more deliberate, more intimate. He becomes hyper-aware of his female body in a new way.]

... I don't know if my answer to that is going to be interesting. When I think of what I want you to do to me, it's not — creative or new. [Self-consciously he turns his head, cheek pressed down.] I know we mostly share this room together now. That's what I want, but, [teeth pinch the inside of his cheek] I've imagined myself in my own room, and you... coming in when I don't expect it. Surprising me.

[Cy would ask him, How? So he tries, even if it makes him want to put his head under a pillow.]

Overwhelming me. Like that first time we were together and you held me down so I couldn't move. You'd have to make sure no one could hear me, and maybe you'd tie me up. Then you could take your time.

（ he breathes a laugh out against the curve of one breast. ）

Insatiable more generally? Nah. Insatiable with you? Fuck to the yep.

（ sorry sasuke you are catnip and he's got that uchiha brand cat-coding all on his own, thanks. then, as sasuke settles into the mores of his fantasy he falls silent, contented to just touch him wherever he can reach. when sasuke says it's not going to be interesting he only snorts in clear protest — obviously whatever he says will be captivating for no other reason than the fact it's sasuke. and as he goes through the description, he can't deny the way lust sweeps through him and settles in the pit of his stomach in a hot smoulder. ）

Okay. （ his tone is burnished to a warm sheen. ） You said you wanted to do a rougher scene after our date — do you want to try something like that? （ he'd asked, specifically, to be choked — but that could dovetail neatly into the rest of what he's describing here. ）

Then I feel the same way.

[He had never thought someone would has such a profound effect on him, mentally as well as physically — but perhaps that is what makes Cy so irresistible. With a pleasant little shiver at those touches, he drapes his leg over Cy's body to shelter in closer.]

We can. I also don't mind, trying role play again. Maybe we can discuss the details of the scene more beforehand if that would help. [He tries not to squirm with Cy's mouth on his chest, breath slightly ticklish.] ... I don't want to hold back on that because of what happened last time.

（ he makes a considering sound, adjusting where needed so that sasuke can curl in close. ）

That's a good idea. I can just act like myself but an asshole. （ a bit of a laugh, then: ） That one's not hard.

I liked how you were in the genjutsu. It felt like you were... powerful. In control.

[Which, perhaps, is not dissimilar to Cy's personality already — but yes. More asshole.]

What sort of roles do you normally enjoy? You couldn't have known, at the Naked Yolk, that it would be — a provocation for me. What made you choose it originally?

Mm.

（ that particular personality is easy to dredge up. it's just... 'what if there was nothing stopping him from being like kulo vayn'. yet even with that weight, there's no — guilt about behaving in that fashion. as long as it's something he can step out of at the end. ）

I mean... most of the roleplay I do has some foundation in someone I've been. （ let him try to explain this without sounding like he's got a psychological multiplicity — ） It tends to bring the acting in more tightly, if it's something you've got experience in. I have actually been a teacher, more than once. Usually in places like colleges or universities, where looking relatively young in comparison to some of the others means I have to behave more formally to get taken seriously. And the way I act now, with you — I haven't always been like that. The core of who I am stays the same, but I adapt... the way I hold myself, the way I talk, the language I choose, based on the cultural perceptions of where I am. That role was still me, it was just contextually different.

（ he lifts one shoulder a little, half a shrug. ）

Plus, I was kinda gauging your reaction to Tseng and leaning into that kinda austere presentation of authority. But I can see how it would've been a shock seeing me acting like that when it's not what you're used to.

[It's interesting to listen to Cy talk about himself this way — as it is a demonstration of the extent of a mind that goes beyond the boundaries of one single life, that is greater than one man in regard to lived experience. It is like Cy has worn many identities for the sake of survival, one long mission endured across the universe.

Sasuke, however — stops at that last remark. He is in the middle of rooting around behind him for a towel to clean between his legs, if he's not getting fingered, because the stickiness is starting to annoy him. But that derails his thoughts entirely off a cliff.]

Tseng? [There is more he wants to comment on, but this rises up first, most prevalently.] He's not — I mean, he's so different from you. [Here we go again.] So, perhaps you're right. It did surprise me.

[Then why did he think of Itachi? That particular revelation will happen another time.]

I was sensitive to the lack of emotion you were displaying. I know it was... role play, but it felt cold. [His true trigger, in the face of years puzzling out his brother's feelings toward him, before and after.] Is there a way you prefer acting?

（ okay as much as he's enjoying just endlessly teasing sasuke he recognizes That Particular Squirm, and so he pulls one of the hand towels down from the rack of shelves above the bed and starts cleaning him up himself. that soft partner intimacy ftw or something. ）

A lot of those differences are superficial. Surface behaviour. But how he talked about BDSM and his interest... that's pretty damn similar.

（ tseng doesn't quite have the weight of the history there, but. clearly, some things move in parallel lines. as he nudges sasuke's thighs apart and gently wipes at the slick smears of come and the glaze of this body's arousal. ）

I can work with 'not cold', though. Or I can stay close to what we did in the genjutsu, and if you want to try something else we can talk it out first?

[Sasuke simply... lets him take over in the process of that cleaning, though it warms him in a way he is not always able to vocalize, the act itself so tender and affectionate that it takes his breath. He has to swallow to clear away the unbidden rise of emotion.]

I trust you. It was also the context, that time. This is different — and I want you to act in a way that you enjoy as well.

[He rests his cheek on the pillow, just watching Cy through a curtain of dark lashes and strands of hair.]

Should I change my body back now?

Sweetheart, the only factor in my enjoyment is that it's with you. How I act is just window dressing. But if it's your body I'm touching, and your tears I wipe away, that's all that matters to me.

（ let's talk poetically about cnc, the thread. also, at the question his hand does sort of still between sasuke's thighs, and then the towel is pulled away. ）

Yeah. （ it's said just a little thickly. less about the body itself, and more about all that goddamn pregnancy talk and the regretful shift to a body that's less physically able to conceive, cutting the strings on an inhabited fantasy. ） If we're going to do that scene, I want to work you open now. Toy in for the date, and then when you go back to your room I want you to put a plug in. One of the bigger ones we were using for the training, okay? I'll roll it up into the roleplay.

（ he doesn't know how this particular jutsu is dispelled, so in case sasuke needs his hand for it again he offers it out. ）

Do I know you in this fantasy, or have I fucked you before?

[The reassurance settles like cool water in cupped hands, and he curls closer once the towel is gone, nosing at Cy's chin, reveling in the scrape of stubble and familiar hard line of the man's jaw — an affectionate, cat-like rub of contact.]

Okay.

[To all of it: Cy's reinforcement of care, and the instructions of preparation for later tonight. Excitement is difficult to tamp down in the moment, gathering instead deep in his belly as he dispels the jutsu with a quick, easy hand signal between them, that form gone in a sudden blink with his own to replace it. There is really not much difference, lines angular where curves once sloped, chest flat and toned, waist trimly narrow.]

I didn't think about that. Maybe you know me, or at least you've seen me, but we haven't fucked before. [He shifts on the bed, drawn a little further into the fantasy.] I wouldn't let you, so you have to take it.

Okay.

（ he draws sasuke closer into a tangle of limbs. the urge to fuck him anew is wholly responsible for the way his dick twitches, half-hard against sasuke's hip when he's pulled near. ）

Do you want me to be cruel and taunting? Or do you just want it to be desperation born out of want?

（ all these little decisions, leading up to a scene that's safe and agreed to. ）

you mean it can get WORSE?

SOMEHOW

'somehow, breeding returned' still a better script than tlj

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from breeding to cnc i guess

(multitudes intensify)

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